WARNING : I DO NOT HAVE ANY PERSONAL // PRIOR KNOWLEDGE ON PTSD, SO IF I PORTRAY ANYTHING WRONGLY, PLEASE DO GIVE CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM. I APOLOGISE IF THERE IS ANY CARELESS OFFENSE MADE IN ADVANCE. [NB : There may be some graphic description of violence in the 'Other info' section. If anyone would like me to place another warning there, please do tell me.]
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Name: Aisling ( Ash-lin ) Quinn
Height/weight:�152cm // 45 kg ( she has a slight eating disorder, but idk if this is too light or- )
Weapon:�[ scattering ] laser ( in a toy gun for better handling. Shoots short beams of light, but may look longer due to afterimage(???) )
Wish:�" I don't want to have nightmares anymore, please- "
Additional info not listed on the image app:
Grade/Year in University/Dropout? Grade 9
♙ Her teddy bear, Chess ( oddly named after the Cheshire cat from Alice in Wonderland. ) - They have a love-hate relationship, because even though he's her 'best friend', he can eerily remind her of reality and the need to face it at times. This is especially scary for her, since she hasn't reached the 'acceptance' stage of her sorrows yet. ( acts as her imaginary//suportive friend )
♙ the Outside, has slight fear of closed spaces // being alone in a room.
♙ Anything Psychedelic or anything that detaches her from reality.
♙ Dream catchers - Her mother told her that they would give good fortune and wonderful dreams.
♟�Anything spooky or jump scares. Will freak out badly.
♟ Blood//Gore ( suffering from PTSD )
Aisling suffers from PTSD, and because she's still trying to recover, she can seem extremely timid and quiet. Sometimes, she may also seem to be in a temporary state of shock, or confusion. As a teenager of 14, she understands the need to 'grow up', forget the past, and move on in life. However, due to recurring nightmares and paranoia, she can't seem to escape from the past. She can seem a little fidgety and sport eye bags on a particularly bad day. She also misses school often to visit a psychiatrist//take 'sick' leave, but will work hard to catch up on studies ( one of the things that can detach her from reality, though like most others, she finds school tedious ). She enjoys cartoons and the sort which allow her to immerse herself in a different world. That said, she's still mostly a coward, hence the preference for long-ranged attacks. May also be unreliable when fear paralyses her ( mostly it depends on how desperate she is to fulfil her wish against facing her fears ).
- She's a huge fan of Alice in Wonderland *v*!
- Her eyes are blue-green.
- Her mother and cousins call her 'Ash' for short.
- History : Aisling had very loving parents. Unfortunately, her father passed away from a virus infection(?) when she wasn't able to recognise faces yet. At the age of 9, her mother, Fenna Quinn, was brutally murdered. While Aisling had been sleeping over at a friend's place, a random psychopath ( or serial killer, she never really wanted to find out ) broke into her home, stabbed Fenna gratituously, dragged her from the bedroom to the living room and hung her corpse to a rope nailed crudely into the ceiling, dangling her by the legs. Coincidentally, the murderer had sliced up the dream catcher her mother was carrying at the time ). When Aisling's friend's parents realised no one had come to pick her up, they kindly offered her a ride home, thinking her mother had been caught up in her job. No one answered when they arrived at the house, but Aisling know of an extra key hidden beneath the front mat. The rusty iron stench and gory image was the first thing that greeted them when they opened the door. Aisling went into severe shock and was eventually carted off to a cousin's place, and the next year passed by without her notice. Although her cousin's family treated her kindly, she felt mostly like a broken doll, but managed to pick herself up somewhat and interact awkwardly for the next few years. The nightmares and image seemed burned into her retinas despite the passing of time, and around that time when she started becoming frustrated, she formed the contract.
- She gets some 'strength' from her hatred of nightmares, which compensates for force since she's physically weak and has low stamina.